Anxiety and some pictures

I've recently started feeling a lot of anxiety about JJ's development. I hope that most people that know me would say I am pretty relaxed, calm, easy going person, but lately I don't feel like it. I have trouble hearing about other babies' habits and skills, because I am constantly thinking, "JJ isn't doing that yet! What is wrong with us?!" I think A LOT of it has to do, not with JJ's actual abilities or development, but with the fact that I am home with him now 100% of the time, and no longer work outside the home. In my former life, I had control over the results of my efforts--if I did something, it was done, and done well. But now, my work product is a person, with his own personality, time table, and agenda. So I feel that if he's not doing everything that all the other kids are, then it's somehow my fault that he's "behind". I know this is silly. JJ is a wonderful kid. He's smart, funny, and engaged. He "reads" books, he is nearly standing on his own, he claps, he's said both of our names. It's definitely not JJ that I think is not performing up to standards, it's me. And I know it's crazy. But just give this crazy mama some space to be crazy.

And how for a few pictures:

Before haircut:

 After haircut! (The pictures of "during haircut" just looked like I was stabbing him in the head with scissors, so we deleted them).